I have everything
Everything I could ask for…
Great family
Great friends
Great school year
Yet with all of that, I’m still left feeling empty at the end of the day.
Soul train knows what’s up
i’ve been staring at this for 15 minutes it never ends
reasons to date me. volume 1.
^Reblogging for that comment
I laughed so goddamn hard.
Karlie Kloss
(Source: caffeine-and-melancolie)
believinginmusicandfairytales:
Lego House
Straight No Chasermy “on repeat” song of the day.
they are flawless.
and give me major aca-feels.
this album is seriously perfection
Big Brother
I didn’t realize how much it would hurt to hear my sister crying over the phone. It hurt even more knowing how much I couldn’t help her through this situation, separated by thousands of miles and an ocean. I could only sit there and listen to her explain the situation with her trembling voice. We don’t actually talk on the phone often, so to hear her this way- trying to make out words despite sounding so short of breath- really hit a chord within me.
I’ve been in her situation before. Scared. Uncertain. Worried that no matter what you do, nothing seems to end up right. Feeling so confused about how to approach a situation so sensitive, a loss is almost inevitable. I want to help, yet I feel like I could only do so much. I want to tell her that in time, she’ll realize why people act a certain way and why sometimes it is hard to change their perception. However, it’s something that even I myself had to learn on my own. And while I can only insist that she remain patient for the time being, I know these moments in her life will only challenge her and strain her- hopefully leaving some form of lesson engrained into her future self.
But until that moment comes, when she realizes why things were done, why words were said, it is difficult to watch her struggle with this alone. It pains me even more when she wishes I could come home to help her with it, only to know that I won’t be there anytime soon. For the first time in a long while i’ve never felt so helpless, and despite everything going on in my life- with finals, school, work, friendships, etc.- I can’t face the fact that when it comes to family, a lot of things are out of my hands. And with my strive to make everyone around me happy, it’s a fear to know when I have failed.
